/cuckquean/ - Women sharing their men.

When I was younger a guy I've had feelings for for a very long time started dating a very attractive woman with nice curves. It broke my heart because I wanted to be with him. That night when I was touching myself I kept thinking about them having sex and I had the hardest orgasm of my life thinking about the man I love breeding another woman.

>>485 (OP) 
About five years I’ve known for sure. I’ve always been a bit submissive. I was also deeply ambiguous about threesomes because of what I saw as a bisexual expectation. I liked picking porn for my bf to jack it to since his sex drive is way higher than mine, and one day I imagined he was fucking someone else. All I could think about was how good it would feel for him and I found myself getting really excited. We tried it out really carefully and talked a lot, but in the end it was confirmed that I love it when he fucks other girls and I especially love to watch him doing it. I just love it when he fucks, it makes me so happy.

>>510
>When I was younger a guy I've had feelings for for a very long time started dating a very attractive woman with nice curves.
This actually seems to be a common awakening point for the fetish. I saw another quean long ago talking about how her best female friend had bigger boobs when they were teenagers and so received much more male attention, including from the author’s crushes. Because they were close, this girl would frequently confide in the author about her sex life, so the author almost ended up living vicariously through her.

>>512
That's not too far off of my situation. I think I've had more men than her but she has the only one I actually want.

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>>485 (OP) 
A year ago, but I'd had fantasies about it before that I didn't really understand. Not sure when the urges started. I mean, who imagines the best part of a threesome as watching the other girl? Porn always sets it up like FFMs are where girls get bisexual and that just doesn't do anything for me.

>does your lover know?
He knows but we both want to be careful about exploring it.

>>510
>That night when I was touching myself I kept thinking about them having sex and I had the hardest orgasm of my life thinking about the man I love breeding another woman.
Anon no, I'm not allowing myself to develop new subfetishes until I have a handle on this main one.

Not really a fetish of mine as I would be perfectly happy with a monogamous relationship but it's kind of perfect for my breeding kink combined with my enjoyment of genetic imperialism.

We must build a harem Noah style with 2 of every race.

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>>1730
>Anon no, I'm not allowing myself to develop new subfetishes until I have a handle on this main one.
It'd be so hot and taboo to break that restriction though. You know you want to.

>>2126
I know this isn't what you meant but I'm chuckling at the implication that Noah fucked all the animals.

>>2127
Someone should do a story of Noah's ark, except the creatures on the ark are all monstergirls/demihumans. God told him to take two of each creature but he never specified one male and one female of each so Noah just took two females of each. To make up for his mistake God orders Noah to help the creatures repopulate the earth in a more hands-on manner.

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>>1730
>Porn always sets it up like FFMs are where girls get bisexual and that just doesn't do anything for me.
Thank you for putting it into words. Porn in general leaves me cold (how do you even make video of people fucking this fake, uncomfortable and BORING) but I got especially irked at this for a long time without realizing why. It doesn't help that "bisexual" in porn usually means flailing tonguetip vaguely at the other girl's clit for a little while like it's coated in bittering agent, but that's aside my main point. (I guess if you've paid for two girls and a stunt cock you want as many different combinations of membranes rubbing together but cost efficiency isn't something I look for in my erotica. Oh yeah baby, make some a them super-sexy(???) choking noises on dat RoI, finally something that will feed my need for financial asphyxiation unf.)

I like looking at girls, which isn't surprising cause statistically everyone likes looking at girls. Do I like touching girls in their no-no places? Not really, but that also isn't surprising unless you live in porn world where boring bisexuality is mandatory and every clit's gotta be dipped in denatonuim daily. Cool, but turns out I especially like looking at girls and even touching them a little bit when they're on my husband's dick specifically. Should this little detail have made things as confusing as it did? Probably not but here we are.

I tell you when I discovered cuckqueaning in Literotica stories and hentai manga I was like Leonardo DiCaprio pointing at the TV, I'd found what I was looking for, it all clicked and next thing hubby's telling me to slow the fuck down, why'm I talking so fast, what's all this about threesomes in porn and I want him to do what to who? Yeah damn right I want him to do what to who, in her where, vigorously how, and I don't care why!

>>485 (OP) 
So yeah my origin is basically that I'm a huge pervert and now I know what my huge perversion is called. I got into this lifestyle because I wanted it for a long time without knowing what it was and yes, my lover absolutely knows.